Broken Yet Fixed
Recently I had to lose someone who has always been close to me. That person was practically part of my family in my heart, but I was hurt too much. This poem is about loving someone who hurts you and knowing you have to let them go.
I feel like I’m dying again
My head is spinning out of control
My soul is scratching my skin
The pain is hitting in
I know I’m breaking your heart again
But this time I can’t let you back in
My stomach churns
And my heart screams “NO!”
But I can’t let you back in
I’m ripping away the part of my heart that beats for you
Throwing away the love you’ve fought to keep in my hear
The lies were too much
The pain you kept throwing my way will no longer hit me
I’m blocking my heart to you
No matter how much my heart and mind may scream
I know it’s no longer me that wants you in my life
It’s her
The other side of me
The part you use constantly
To try and turn my against my one true love
I shake and feel like I'm going to break
I know deep inside as my head starts to shake
This time I really mean it
This time there’s no going back
The bond between me and you is about to break
The pain will leave me eventually
The wound will heal in good time
My mind may still scream
My heart may well hurt for years to come
But I know what is done cannot be undone
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Unhinged
Commented 16 months ago - 13th January 2011 - 19:01pm
that was amazing!!
DeadAngelLover22
Commented 16 months ago - 28th January 2011 - 10:27am
Thanx very much :)